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I rly wanna sketch from Iisjah so...

The first 10 people to comment will get a free sketch from me! But you need to do 10 free sketches in YOUR journal if you get one!! If you already did this before, link me to that journal entry please.
(if you don't have time for doing 10 sketches you can make an art trade with me :3 )
Please give me referents about what(whom) would you like to draw for you.

1. wants "sth" /DONE/ [link]
2. wants Iisjah or Sanet
3. wants Dana with Mandu
4. wants Mirva
5. wants mermaid
6. wants Punchboy
7. wants ONE BIG Less Known Legends Cosplay ( I can't wait to do this one)/WIP/ [link]
8. wants fairies with flowers (and MAGIC POWDER)/DONE/[link]
9. wants Luna (but this one is an ART TRADE with her...so it will be full color etc) ^^
10. wants Lina Inverse in art nouveau style

OMG...There is so much to do...and ideas which you gave me are so awesome that I am thinking about not doing sketches but...full art XD

Firstly I will do sth for and .
But then...Sketches.

BTW,I'm gonna get sketches from


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ART TRADE
with

Oh , !
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I still feel bad. But I can't do anything about that.
Update (4.09.): It seems that is better? But I still don't know what to do with my future.

When I must learn for this fuckin exams () in my head was born quite interesting "story" (even with ending! )which I want to draw no matter what.
But...
1st. Exams.
2nd. Pictures for and .
3th. Sketches
4th. Fanarts
5th. ...at last this, story

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Gift for
Hatsune Miku fanart
Sailor Moon fanart
XXXholic fanart
Hellsing fanart
something very nasty,ecchi or hentai etc inspired by this lady
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My 100 pics challenge
26/100
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Clubs:

I came back from Germany earlier than I expected.But for who, for what?
For what I was working abroad? Those little dreams and hope were crushed and annihilated.
Right now I feel to much negative emotions - loneliness, despair, sadness and much more. I feel so much fear,but fear for what?

I am crawling.I am sick and tired of those stupid smiles that I must wear.I feel disgust everytime when I look at myself in the mirrow.
Right know I don't want to feel anything.
Although I start thinking about leaving Biotechnology.It's funny...I think that this will be my last year at PG. This wasn't for me from the beginning. But if it isn't then what will be "good" for me?

My will to fight or to live fade a long time ago ,but stupidly I did't want to admit that.
But when you realize that there is no hope,no dreams,no future, what should you do?
Admit defeat?
I'm in this point when I just don't know what to do with my life. Maybe I'm like a fish out of the water? But then could you just throw me to water or kill,beacuse being like this,I can't stand it.

I'm writing it here because in reality I hear "Ohhh...Don't joke!" or "Don't be funny". I must write it somewhere.
Is being extremaly sad and crushed inside is funny? No,It isn't.
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Gift for
Hatsune Miku fanart
Sailor Moon fanart
XXXholic fanart
Hellsing fanart
something very nasty,ecchi or hentai etc inspired by this lady
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My 100 pics challenge
26/100
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Clubs:

I still have exams...Shit.
Today I will have results from monday's exam...AND because I have such "great" luck I probably won't pass it or I will have tomorrow spoken exam(yeaaaah,this is fucking bad)

At friday I am writing another exam and I am going to work for 2 fucking months to Germany(but I must earn money...).Without my dear boyfriend...I don't wanna go...
When I come back...Still...I've got exams.

I wanna sleep.Right now I am toooo tired, anxious...I don't have any strenght.
I feel dead tired.
I could sleep all time...

I can't draw anything..I'm sorry.When I come back to Poland I will draw,I promise.

Gift for or rather art-trade ?
Hatsune Miku fanart
Sailor Moon fanart
XXXholic fanart
Hellsing fanart
something very nasty,ecchi or hentai etc inspired by this lady (heretyczka fanart lol XD )

Goodbye for those 2 months!
See ya' in September!
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My 100 pics challenge
26/100
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Clubs:

Well my deviant-plans for near future:

Gift for or rather art-trade ?
Hatsune Miku fanart
Sailor Moon fanart
XXXholic fanart
Hellsing fanart
something very nasty,ecchi or hentai etc inspired by this lady (heretyczka fanart lol XD )

Right now I 've got exams,but...for me it's definitelly TOO much stress. Stressful situations at home, at Politechnic, everywhere... No free time,no rest.
But I must draw or I will go crazy...And kill someone

Eh,I wish that I could be somwehere else...
I wanna be on holidays right now! But I don't have holidays at this year...Right after I finish my exams(God,If you exist help me this time and let me pass them) I am going to work in Germany(for sth about 2 months),after work ,when I came back to Poland I 've got another exams...
Please,help me and kill me.
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My 100 pics challenge
26/100
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Clubs:

If anyone want it-catch it! Kiriban--> 2222 (catch that pageview XD )
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I think that I will start drawing ecchi/hentai pics XD
But firstly,sth for miss E.
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My 100 pics challenge
26/100